Do you have inner conversation or is there some sort of medication — built for the heart? How do you accept the fact that the person you relied on more than anyone else, isn’t as close as they should be and at times, it feels like they’re someone else. When does it all sink in and come together? I mean, does it ever? Is it better — to just act like nothing’s wrong and move on with this repetitive get up? I mean, nothing’s the same. It feels like there’s nothing you can say or do that might alter this sudden change. All you know is that bond you once shared seems to get smaller by the minute; it’s like running a race and in mid run discovering there’s no finish.
We interpret things differently because we have different minds.
So it’s understandable that you don’t and can’t understand.
don’t ever ask me “so I ain’t worth it?” cause no you ain’t lol